~~ Cake ~~

Last Saturday, I did something very meaningful beside playing mahjong!

I baked a cake! A chocolate sponge fruit cake..

my creation ( side view)

Went with Celine to Phoon Huat and ntuc to buy the necessary items and off we go to her sis's place to bake our cake..We took around 3 hours for total completion.. YUMMY!

( top-view)

So proud of myself..Dear was surprised!

Comments by them:

Joy ~ Do not like the cream but like the sponge

Anthony ~ Do not like the longan. ( I chose Mili, should have used Golden Boy )

Mum ~ Sponge cake not loose enough

Dad ~ Yummy

Dear ~ Yummy x 2

Veron ~ Gooooood..

I will improve on it! Hope that everyone will have better comments next time...

My next aim: Chocolate Blackforest Cake

Should I? Should I not?

Feelings are so amazing.. So is chemistry..

Will it be too abrupt? But I think that its common to do that..
However for me its my 1st time so I am unsure..
So many ???? in me..
Should I proceed or withdraw??
Shall I make it known?
Will it backfire?

如果你有事 ~ 郑秀文

Dear , For you ...

如你若有事我会很寂寞

我独个行乐怎可快乐

我没你的运气能先走 毕竟能早登天国

但你若有事我要孤独做人就从头再学

学习到天边海角 一人拼搏我这主角 没有衬托

如常背靠你 心知一失去剩下了半臂

人而行开了 连对骂亦无期

为何你要我 去信那些往生的歪理

什么世上人间天与地 在某一天又再一起

如你若有事我会很寂寞

我独个行乐怎可快乐

我没你的运气能先走 毕竟能早登天国

但你若有事我要孤独做人就从头再学

学习到天边海角 一人拼搏我这主角 没有衬托

如你若有事我会很寂寞

我独个行乐怎可快乐

我没你的运气能先走 毕竟能早登天国

就算是有事我也不让别人再做我主角

但是我都希望那一场寄托是你先走

令我发恶

我可以忍受 ~ 徐婕儿(Xu Jie Er)

*我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你有别的梦
就算是变化挖空我
至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受做了那么多
是她拥有我该得到的温柔
(是她拥有我没看过的笑容)*

爱着你是我改不了也不愿改的习惯
要放开哪有那么简单...
了解你是我说不出也不承认的悲哀
包容你是我体谅的爱也当作应该...

Repeat *

OH No No No....
不要说对不起原来你要的不是我
不要说谢谢你什么你永远在我心中
can u tell me why这样的我-你也曾爱过
不是么……

Repeat *

** My Superstar Sammi **

Went for Sammi concert on Saturday..Her voice is as clear as its being played on the CD..Although most of her songs are from her previous album,i enjoyed it anyway.. However she is different this time from what i expected. i expected heavy make up, extravagant costumes but she seems more simple this time round..Bought one of her compilation CD outside the indoor stadium..$45! 3 CDs and 2 DVDs..

I have always liked her from songs to movies! I will not miss out on her shows and new songs if its nice..Although at 35, she doesnt seem quite like it..when she just stepped into the entertainment world, she is merely 22 i think..now its been 13 yrs..

No mood to say other things..tats all..

~ Life ~

Went to a wake last nite..suddenly feel that life is so fragile, was told that you could even die while shitting! ( cardiac arrest ) Haiz...

We are chatting over marriage and Celine rush me to marry!
Zhenhong and her promised to give me a big hongbao! haha! (write in record for proof)
Saw so many cases of marriage this year! Seems like time is running out..
Annie getting married on end of the month and Nicole at the end of next month.
Why does it seem so easy for most of them?

I was told before :

" Marry someone you could live with and not someone you cant live without."

" Try to be the right person for your partner and not finding the right person."

How true are the phrases I don't know..But it seem embedded in me.

I was also told before :

" When u realised you have forgotten someone is when you suddenly thought of him/her."

I fully agree with this statement !

A Wonderful Day..

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Dearie...
Happy Birthday to you.

Yesterday was Dear's birthday..Went for a couple massage at Pan Pacific,cut our hair at heatwave and shop around at Marina Square. As we stroll..we saw John Little on SALE! and dear saw bedlinen...he has always wanted to get me a new set as he think that those that are not mine need to be throw and has to be thrown! OK..i go along with it..so i chose one expensive set at ard $250 wahaha!! and a new full cotton quilt at $139! All prices before discount...they are having a 30% + 20% ( john little card member).. While stock last! Till 17 th OCt 2007 ONLY!

Bought 2 cute tshirts as well... One of it says:

"Men are just like laxatives, they irritate the shit out of u!"

I just like the phrase! So he bought it.. (it seems more like my birthday than his)

Have a wonderful dinner...So full..

AND i forget to add something to give him credit..he actually paint his room PINK!
At least he is able to make decision by himself without asking for dad's permission!!

Thanks Dear!
Appreciated..
Love you always..

List of Scary Stuffs..

Top of my list would have to be this : COCKROACHES

Some of my close friends will know that i can sniff out where they are..provided its in a confined area, e.g. room. This brown, crawly, disgusting creature NEVER fail to freak the hell out of me! Especially when they are near to me and i didnt know about it!!
Once i even fall down a few steps of staircase and i land my bum on the hard HDB concrete floor in AMK while my upper body lands on kerry! Haha...
Whether they are big or small , can fly or cant fly, dead or alive, they are still top of my list!

Second on my list will be : Identified / Unidentified Flying Insects

Be it big or small, I just have to avoid it! I just cant bear the thought of it landing on me..with its wings flapping ...Eeeeeeeee....
Relate a incident to you..One fine day I am playing mahjong at Celine home,along came a Unidentified flying insect and it scared the guts out of me! I refuse to continue playing and trying ways n means to avoid it! Finally i broke down as it was too near me and i could hear the flapping of the wings! Chris has to console me and celine husband has to try to chase it out of the house before i could resume the game!

Third on my list : All Injections

I just cant see or imagine needles poking into me! My nervous level will go up very high, my feet will wobble.. when I am in Primary Six taking my BCG, I cried! Not because of the pain but of the needle!
And today i went to check my Hepatitis B and I thought it was a needle prick on my finger so I joined the queue and filled up the form! But nearer to the nurses, i saw needles being pricked into other's arm! I immediately regretted! But i still went for it though..Poor Cynthia is there to talk to me to divert my attention but I squeezed her hand as if I am going to drain off her blood as well!Haha..They laugh me for being so timid..Well but this is me!