Low..Low..Low...

No appetite to eat although hungry..Can't sleep at night although very tired..No one to talk to although i have lots to discuss..

No mood to do anything!!

Just wana keep myself in the room & rot!!

I am in Low Low Spirit & Morale...

Is this Depression??

Sunway Lagoon : 10-10-2008

This post is already passe but I still have to put it up for credits to Dear..

**1st Day **

Its his Birthday and I had planned a getaway for us to Sunway..as usual he drives & i sleep..heehee..stopping for breakfast at our favourite Bah Kut Teh store in JB & lunch at A&W along the highway for my Rootbeer FLoat!

WE checked into the Sunway Resort & Suites. I booked a suite there as the price is reasonable and i feel that that is something new compared to only a room with only a bed n toilet!

The suite is equipped with a kitchen & balcony..so actually i plan to cook for him but.......

** Dear @ work
** Hokkien Mee

More to come..



Dinner by Dear :

• Hokkien Mee
• Mushroom Soup
• Wanton Soup
• Lots of chilli Padi
• 2 golden eggs
• 1 Omelette

Its his birthday and he has to whip up his own dinner..Its not i never help! He insist on him doing! I thought that he might want me to clear his mess after it, but to my surprise he clear it all up as he couldnt stand the mess! haha..seem like he is not the usual men that i know..

I am so proud of him!

**2nd Day**

We went to the Interactive zoo..small but fun as i could get to hold some of the animals..

** Guinea Pig

** Rabbit


** Its feeding time for all


** Big Fat Heavy Skunk

After leaving the zoo, we went to the long bridge that hangs above the pools..its secured by iron rods and wooden planks, we took 10 mins to finish from 1 end to the other. I am so terrified that I might fall if I lie back on the rod..





See the distance, we are on the halfway when we took the pictures. Take note of the wooden planks..Dear assured me that this is very secure as this type of wood will only be stronger after contact with water..He is so knowledgeable about all this stuff..

That is why I always say we complement each other! He never fail to tell me things to add into my general knowledge..

Dear, hope that you like this getaway.. Love you..

Deren & Esther 25/10/2008

Went to attend Esther's wedding on 25/10/2008, held at Pan Pacific Ballroom. She is my ex-colleague whom get along very well with me. My 1st impression of her is she is damn "dao"..so is her impression of me! But after a few chat, we clicked.

I remembered we buy soccer bets, eat breakfast,diet & gossip about others together!
Remember the 'pig' whom we often used to gossip about? heehee..those were the days..
I left the company after 2 years there and she left shortly after as well and join her current company where she met her beau..

I feel genuinely happy for her really..finally she get married to someone whom she loves and i know is able to take care of her financially & emotionally. She been through alot and i know..

**From Left: Joyce,Deren,Esther & me

She looks gorgeous in the gown and once again I am very happy for her.

**

**Me & Dear at Pan Pacific & at home..

Work vs Me

It has been a longtime since i last blog..and this entry has to be so GROUCHY!

Things i dun understand..

• Why is work always 1st priority to you??
• Its always a failed attempt to ask you to be my partner when i have functions!
• Even if you reject your work bcos of me, u will not be happy either cos of the loss of $$!
• Therefore you make me very contradictive as you are not sensitive at all!!!
• If you accompany me instead of work, you will not be happy..IF you reject me "N" times becos of work, I m unhappy!! SO TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT!
• I am not asking you to accompany me to all functions, but cant you make it a point to attend some?? Why is it always the same old phrase from you " I cant confirm if I am working??"" I damn f***ing hate this phrase! Cos it simply means that if you have to work on that day den you cant go with me!!! WHAT IS THIS???????
• I am the one who "book" you 1st and yet I have to be on the waiting list!!!
• SO are you trying to tell me to find another male partner?????????
• YOU TELL ME! If this is not work more important than me, what is this???????????

I am damn unhappy about the way you handle this!

I always place priority for u but what about u??

I know no one is perfect & flawless but i really hate the phrase " I cant confirm if I am working" You better change this phrase before i scream at you when i hear this again!!!