~~Tweety~~

Tweety...nice name huh..new name that i have just thought of days ago for dear... Well..meaning of this name is not supposed to be revealed..so... Sorry folks..

Just thought of writing in blog in case you guys n gals do not know who i am refering to when i called him that.. Its just another way of showing our affection..Haha.

His birthday coming soon but no ideas what to get him as he has almost everything! I only have 2 weeks left liao!
Give me some suggestions please..

~ Mission Possible ~

Finally manage to bring up the courage to do what I have to do...

All photos,letters,cards are being torn and dumped..I am really ready for a new start..As i threw I relooked at the letters and did not feel anything as its being torn..except that cant stop figuring why would a couple whom once loved each other so much would end up in this stage..Love is really an amazing thing.After 2 years, I finally wake up,the person i wana thank is you. You know who you are..Because of what you did,I finally realised that you are simply not worth a tiny winy bit of my love. After all these years I realised I do not know you that well..Each time I would think of how you feel before i will talk to you fearing would hurt you ..BUt you? Did You? NO! Kerry is right that I shouldnt think of how you feel after all the hurt you have caused me! I am just being stupid..

I leave it to kerry to do the job of tearing into pieces as I packed watever need to be packed.( I think he is quite happy doing that) Haha..

Things that once I thought is impossible has just been made possible..

Love you..

Feelings are so amazing..at one time u can love the person so much but at the other times u can hate them to the core..

These few days i have finally know how to love and appreciate you more..Yes i may be unreasonable at times but you are always so patient with my temper! haha..Learn to see alot of yr good points like :

• you know your road well ( dun nd me to direct u around unlike some jerk out there)
• willing to wait for me even though i will be late ( and not scream at me being late)

While all these love for you grows,hatred grows as well..But I am being told that when you hate someone it will make your life more miserable. So no worries dear, lets learn to be forgiving towards the people we both hate and live our lifes to the fullest. How about lets go to somewhere deserted to burn those photos? I being longing to dispose it but dun know how..Anyone can advice?

Anyway both of us believe in retribution though..Those who do good will be rewarded..Those who do bad or evil in the heart will suffer maybe not themselves but on their children!!! WAHAHAHAHA...( sound like a witch though)